"There's no Place for me Here"

Tobi Blake
"There's no Place for me Here"

I will never forget that day in April so many years ago. Nineteen weeks pregnant and positive it was a girl, we couldn’t wait to see our first baby on the ultrasound. We’d been dreaming about this day and it was finally here. She would be the most loved little one on the planet. I had read all the books, taken the classes, started the scrapbooks, and daydreamed endlessly about holding her close and protecting her from the ugliness in the world. I walked into that hospital knowing it all. I walked out of it lost, scared, and helpless. Our baby was...

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